I hate my weakness; my inability to walk away from relations even when i feel hurt; even when i feel not respected. I dont know why i am like this. Am i wrong? Am i so wrong that they have to behave like this? Do i only instigate them to behave like this? I dont know. I really dont know. I only know that i cant walk away because i value relations more than my ego. I cant leave my people half the way because i am hurt. Because relations are meant to be preserved and not tossed away. I may be wrong but that is how i am and if i behave differently it hurts me even more. But at times i also feel that do i give a bit too much right to other people to hurt me? Am i the one who is resonsible for this? But if ‘yes’ then what is the solution? Because i dont know how to be rude with people i love. I might shout momentarily but i cant withdraw. I really dont understand whether this is a good quality or a curse.